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February 14th

It's Valentines day but the less said about that the better. It's over. Good. Got beer as a present. Can no-one see what I am trying to do here?

Have a lot of aches and pains but my cold is a bit better so moving on. I am the Dot Cotton of the internet. Complain complain complain.

Nothing has happened. Again.

Spent the morning running around doing things that won't be good enough. Went to work and tried to avoid talking to people because I don't have a voice. Came home and ate some chips. Had a bath and watched some Heroes (S01E09).

Revolving.

Still trying to find a game to play. Sold Resi 2 and have just read there is free DLC tomorrow so that was a very me mistake. Fuck Mass Effect for making me look for things I can't find. Fuck Divinity for having shit camera angles and having too many buttons to press. Giving Mad Max another try. Let's see how that works out.

I have Tuesday night free and absolutely nothing to do. I need to fill that gap. It's the kind of gap I usually fill with alcohol. Let's not.

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