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December 6th

The annual watch of 'Love Actually' went quite smoothly. There were no tears, but there was no alcohol involved so that's to be expected. The Colin Firth bit is still by far the best bit. The rest is a massive bag of shite which deals with stalkers and the fact disability your life. It's still totally amazing though and I will continue to watch it every year until I die a slow death from sugar.

I would love to tell you about the other amazing stuff that happened today but it was more of the same existing that I have been doing forever. Highlight was having a bath that didn't flood the kitchen and reading my book. Finished series 2 of No Offence and started series 3.

'Why is she wearing a wig?'
'Oh'


Not sure how that will pan out then. Still waiting on things. Always waiting on things. Get your act together people who deal with things.

Thank you very much.

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