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December 13th

Watching 'Gremlins' which seems to be a forgotten Christmas film despite the fact it was MASSIVE. It looks really old, but I suppose it is. 34 years. 34 years before it came out was 1950. Jesus.

I remember seeing this at the cinema (which is still standing and looks exactly the same). I am so very very old. I feel it. I feel so very very old. But hey. PHEOBE CATES.

To all of you that think you are the beautiful people. You are not as beautiful as Pheobe Cates. Look at her now. This is your future. Enjoy the now.

Apart from that nothing happened. Got up. Went to work which was 3 on a scale of annoying. Came home. Dragged the dog to the post office to pick up a parcel. Asked for ID despite the fact the reason it was there was because it wouldn't fit through the letter box . Came home. Ate reasonable food. Had a bath. Played Smash Brothers (again what the fuck is happening in that game). Watched TV. Played Farcry 3 (because). And here we are....

....how was your day? Hope it was just great.

Oh and the postman came at 4:10 after I had had a bath and was in my pants and I had to answer the door to him or risk him chucking a card through and running off. My dangler may have been out.

Let's see if we ever get any post ever again.

I have nothing planned for tomorrow so may go hang gliding (two words !! who knew??).

My life is brilliant.

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