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A small lost thought.

Sometimes I wish I had an eating disorder. I am surrounded by people with issues. Someone who never eats and someone who never stops eating. I am just greedy with no will power. I say this munching on a cheese twist. It’s very nice by the way. 
I am surrounded by food and traces of food. Menus litter the next desk. It is always someones birthday (not mine) every day is a cake day.  No-one is ever hungry. It’s just something to do. It is comfort food. It’s what makes us happy and then makes us sad. It’s super easy to kick alcohol. It’s super not to kick food. I admire the mental illness that is bulimia, anorexia and body dysmorphia. I am aware this is a terrible terrible thing to say. This is my truth.
Today I will mostly be eating Texas BBQ sauce Pringles. Once you pop you can’t stop. There is also a tube of the Sour Cream and Onion ones. You can keep them. 
Going through a spending thing again. Looking for something that will make me happy. One by one and onto the next one. I don’t actually want the thing I just seem to like buying the thing and adding it to the pile of things. A big pile of things. 
One of the four sins. I can control one. Let’s move on to the next one. Let’s try to control two of them. Which one next? Which way next?
Quiz time, I am sure we have had this one before. All the answers are ‘The Simpsons’
This quiz is the forever. It’s quite fun today.
There are lots of people here who are openly being paid for doing nothing. When it all falls apart no-one will be surprised. At least it’s not like the last place where they were giving away televisions and girl bands every other week. They imported a beach there. It was untold. Then they went bankrupt.
The world is run by idiots. I run the world.
Playing Red Dead Redemption again from the beginning. I lost it all 

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