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May 28th

Well hi.

How are you? How have you been?

Me? Sitting here watching Pokemon because that's a thing now. It's not bad. I have sat through much worse. It's Anime as well. Shit anime but still anime.

It was Bank Holiday yesterday and work once again ripped me off by rostering me as a non working day then. This means essentially I don't get a Bank Holiday. They do this kind of shit all the time. Y'know because they can. Anyhow I didn't do anything because it rained. I read a bit and watched some telly and tried to find a game to get into. A wasted day. I was supposed to be going to the cinema but things happened so I didn't.

I have played through ALL the Uncharted games in a month (well apart from Golden Abyss where I keep falling of a log because of the Vita being all exciting) they were pretty good. You can catch my in depth review and ranking of them all elsewhere.

Other than that not much else has happened. I am doing that thing where I just exist. I am thinking about doing something where I am nice to everyone for a bit but I don't have the energy really. It might be worth it. Just to see how people get confused.

We are coming into June which is a hateful month because I have to spend a ton of money on stuff. I am trying very hard not to buy anything but there seems little point when I will have to chuck loads of money down the drain fairly shortly. Still trying to sell all the things.

Had a great idea for a song but then I realised someone else had already written it and there is also a film (at least one) about it. I didn't write a song. I can't really find the energy to do anything at the moment which is probs why I haven't really been updating this for both of you to read. Whatever have you been doing?

Anyhow I now have the bacon dilemna.

I would like to cook and eat some bacon. If I do it now (which I want to) I will get moaned at for the smell. There will be lots of overacting and spraying things in the air. Incense will be lit. I will however have eaten some bacon (Morrisons maple cured back bacon. It's the best),

Option 2 is just wait about 8 hours and have it for tea. Less hassle (although there will still be a bit) but more time to wait for bacon.

It's a pickle I tell you.


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