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February 7th

Put £10 on my phone. That will last me till about June.  On the same day my phone case broke. It was a sign. As it was still under 'warranty' , as per Amazons website, I asked them to send me a new one. Madness followed while talking to people in India pretending to be called John. I fucking hate Amazon. Why are they so convenient?

I ended up velcroing my phone to the case as it was less hassle.

Rewatched 'Happy Death Day' which is good fun and they have made a sequel for. Quite looking forward to not seeing that because I can't go out ever. Realised about half an hour in that the program I am watching on Netflix (Russian Doll) is essentially the same thing.

The roof man was supposed to come today but it was raining so he didn't.

I am reading 'You had me at hello' which I think is supposed to be a girl book. It's easy reading and it's one of those books where each chapter is about 3 pages long. So a book for idiots really. I am quite liking it.

Other than that sat in on a hearing at work. It was a pretty pointless one but did it anyway. It's amazing how little people know how to do their job where I work. Breaks the day up I guess. As the day was only four hours long it was a pretty easy one.

Now I am watching an idiot play on a Wii for 100 hours. Apparently.


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