So it was sunny forever and then I was leaving and it rained. Then I got here and it stopped raining and it was sunny forever. I feel like the building has been taken over by people I don’t know. I feel like a stranger here. As far as I can see I have been here the longest. Shame on me. This is not my house though. I am just in the corner of the worst room waiting for everyone to go away. Have had a massive blip and spent all the money again. These things are chasms that I dip into every now and again. The break down. I need to carry wood so as I can make a bridge over the dips. More and more stuff. Oh someone I know. Wow. Someone I don’t want to throw out the window. Double wow. I have back ache. It might be chronic back ache. I don’t know what chronic back ache is. Shall we find out? It’s pain that has carried on longer than 12 weeks. Despite medication. Medically I don’t have chronic back ache then. Just chronic mental illness. Every day is a school day (...